Tuesday, January 20, 2009 3:06 AM
everything is so friggin messed up.
hi God how r u. do you miss me? because i miss you. do you love me? because i loveyou but i dont know how to talk to you anymore. its crap i know. maybe all along im rly crap. i dont know what i mean to people. i dont know how i mean to you. im scared God. please dont take away anybody. Please take care of her God. pls let me talk to her God before you take her home. God i dont want to hate you. I know i vry dumb i only see whats right infront of me. i know that i cannot understand why you took him home God. people keep saying he in heaven so i should be happy. but they cannot understand how much i miss him. i dont think anybody can understand. i dont know who to turn to and i want to turn to you but i dunno how to. God do you still love me?
why does love always feel like a battlefield?
about yourself, like duh. :D
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 3:06 AM
everything is so friggin messed up.
hi God how r u. do you miss me? because i miss you. do you love me? because i loveyou but i dont know how to talk to you anymore. its crap i know. maybe all along im rly crap. i dont know what i mean to people. i dont know how i mean to you. im scared God. please dont take away anybody. Please take care of her God. pls let me talk to her God before you take her home. God i dont want to hate you. I know i vry dumb i only see whats right infront of me. i know that i cannot understand why you took him home God. people keep saying he in heaven so i should be happy. but they cannot understand how much i miss him. i dont think anybody can understand. i dont know who to turn to and i want to turn to you but i dunno how to. God do you still love me?
