Thursday, November 13, 2008 3:16 AM
oh my gawshh
im going to have a mental breakdown again
it's like i've run out of subjects to think about

i've tried watching tv and reading and stuff but my mind keeps going back to my grandad
poor grandma
she broke down twice in 2 days
cheer up grandma i love you. it's ok to break down. just cry it'll make you feel better.
i miss her like siao lah
she 5 times tell me "nancy aku susaa banget"
which means like she feels super super how to say
STRESSED OUTT
worse than streessed outt

gawshhh

everything's in pieces
and when you say everything is ok
well it isnt
and i dont think it'll ever be for a long time.

I JUST WANT EVERYTHING TO END. GAWSH