today in church was like amazing siaa
like the first time i've been touched by God for like in how manymonths
any bitterness in my heart for her is gone
anyways i now understand God put her in my life to destroy my self esteem
so that He can build it up Himself
and like nobody can pull me down
coz' in God's eyes i am perfect

rachie and xin yi went to my house today!
i realise xin yi is a very nice girl
and i made a friend :D
and she chatted with my cousin
while rachel COPIED my maths hw
cough cough
and she left her chawan mushi cd's
LOL

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do i really belong?
church- it's often described as a big big family
but is it really?
your suppose to bond with people there right?
why do i feel like i dont belong at all?
arghh
rachel said God put me there for a reason
some times when i see those pictures of them having so much fun
and i miss it
and like do i really fit in?
sian...
i wish church wouldnt have all these cliques
so what if your a flaggist or a musician or a singer or your not anything
so what?
what's important is that your coming for God's glory right?
not to show off your nice clothes whatever

and early mornings karina they all keep talking about o levels
everybody seems to understand everybody
oh how i wish i could just fit in there
like some puzzle piece whatever
i just wish i belong
like i do in school
where im friends with everybody i know
and that i feel accepted

is this God's will?
i cant judge what He has in plan
and i dont have a clue
i;ll just keep being nice and trying to fit in
but why is it so hard?

about yourself, like duh. :D

today in church was like amazing siaa
like the first time i've been touched by God for like in how manymonths
any bitterness in my heart for her is gone
anyways i now understand God put her in my life to destroy my self esteem
so that He can build it up Himself
and like nobody can pull me down
coz' in God's eyes i am perfect

rachie and xin yi went to my house today!
i realise xin yi is a very nice girl
and i made a friend :D
and she chatted with my cousin
while rachel COPIED my maths hw
cough cough
and she left her chawan mushi cd's
LOL

____

do i really belong?
church- it's often described as a big big family
but is it really?
your suppose to bond with people there right?
why do i feel like i dont belong at all?
arghh
rachel said God put me there for a reason
some times when i see those pictures of them having so much fun
and i miss it
and like do i really fit in?
sian...
i wish church wouldnt have all these cliques
so what if your a flaggist or a musician or a singer or your not anything
so what?
what's important is that your coming for God's glory right?
not to show off your nice clothes whatever

and early mornings karina they all keep talking about o levels
everybody seems to understand everybody
oh how i wish i could just fit in there
like some puzzle piece whatever
i just wish i belong
like i do in school
where im friends with everybody i know
and that i feel accepted

is this God's will?
i cant judge what He has in plan
and i dont have a clue
i;ll just keep being nice and trying to fit in
but why is it so hard?