Monday, July 07, 2008 4:14 AM
God help me
im drowning in sadness
i just dont want to shed anymore tears
i wish that feeling of hurt would go away
i dont know what to feel
my heart is still hurting every second now whenever i think about it
i know what i should do
i wont talk bad about people who have talked bad about me
i will forgive
i will learn to forget
and let the things in the past be in the past
i never want to repeat what i've gone through
i just want assurance
for once in my life
thank you to all the people who have been there for me
im still fighting
even though im still fighting these demons in my life
i believe one day
i will be confident
and i will learn to let go
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im not asking you to accept me
im just asking you to understand how i would feel
im not going to do anything
do you know how damn hard it is to heal a broken heart?
i've had friendships that ended up broken
i never ever wanted to let this happen
you know how insecure i am
do you know how much i trust you?
i thought you felt that i was your best friend too
was i? was i ever?
i dont give a damn if your close to her
im not even interested in fighting for anything now
all i ever wished was to have a friendship with you
i just wish you cared about me more
do you know how hard it is to overcome what im going through? i wish you would say you love me, i wish that i could be assured that everything was okay. i dont know whats going on man, i just wish for this to STOP.
__________________________________________
im drowning in sadness
i just dont want to shed anymore tears
i wish that feeling of hurt would go away
i dont know what to feel
my heart is still hurting every second now whenever i think about it
i know what i should do
i wont talk bad about people who have talked bad about me
i will forgive
i will learn to forget
and let the things in the past be in the past
i never want to repeat what i've gone through
i just want assurance
for once in my life
thank you to all the people who have been there for me
im still fighting
even though im still fighting these demons in my life
i believe one day
i will be confident
and i will learn to let go
________________________________
im not asking you to accept me
im just asking you to understand how i would feel
im not going to do anything
do you know how damn hard it is to heal a broken heart?
i've had friendships that ended up broken
i never ever wanted to let this happen
you know how insecure i am
do you know how much i trust you?
i thought you felt that i was your best friend too
was i? was i ever?
i dont give a damn if your close to her
im not even interested in fighting for anything now
all i ever wished was to have a friendship with you
i just wish you cared about me more
do you know how hard it is to overcome what im going through? i wish you would say you love me, i wish that i could be assured that everything was okay. i dont know whats going on man, i just wish for this to STOP.
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