i guess
Friday, April 25, 2008 4:10 AM
i guess
you cant balance school and church
it's either you love church more or school more

and right now
it's quite obvious which one i like more
(:

it's like school
you can totally be yourself
and you dont have to worry about looking bad
because helloo
everybody's wearing uniform

and you have friends that care
not saying i dont have friends there
just saying
care.
i guess...

i feel accepted, comfortable and for goodness sake
HAPPY
when i go to school

you walked past me at the bus stop
without even saying hi
why do you have to be so cold to me?
i dont know what makes you hate me so much
it's because of her right
but the thing is
you can also talk to me
why do you always have to talk
to them
but not me
what am i to you?

this week..
i feel like
im getting closer to some people
but also the opposite with some people

im confused
is it apart of life?
sometimes friends gradually distance themselves
but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt in the process