life is hard.and i like having trouble, i don't know who i am. like i really want to be nice and everything. i guess im not perfect. im not as guia as some people, so some teacher like always favor some people. then again, why should i care if i don't get to be given a change to be i/c. next year sure get a better teacher who can appreciate everyone for who they are. anyways, she was like looking/glaring at me for like the whole day. i kind of admit i like to lead sometimes, too bad some people just don't give me a chance. anyways, it's her problem because she wont be able to find out how good of a person i am.

yeah im not perfect. i have like weaknesses. and im like struggling because i don't know how to handle it. sometimes. it's like i want everybody to like me, so like i try to please everybody which is so hard to do sometimes. oh be nice to everybody? lend your homework? help them do this and that. sometimes i do genuinely want to help. it just gets tiring sometimes. and i am nice, i kind of believe that. yeah but the same time im dealing with low self-esteem, and like my temper and my sensitivity-ness. it's so hard to handle these things at the same time.


who would want to listen to me criticizing myself anyways. i seriously have this whole negative mindset. you know i'd rather criticize myself then let others do it. because i seriously hate rejection.

some times people say im complicated. am i? i dont know. im asking you

about yourself, like duh. :D

life is hard.and i like having trouble, i don't know who i am. like i really want to be nice and everything. i guess im not perfect. im not as guia as some people, so some teacher like always favor some people. then again, why should i care if i don't get to be given a change to be i/c. next year sure get a better teacher who can appreciate everyone for who they are. anyways, she was like looking/glaring at me for like the whole day. i kind of admit i like to lead sometimes, too bad some people just don't give me a chance. anyways, it's her problem because she wont be able to find out how good of a person i am.

yeah im not perfect. i have like weaknesses. and im like struggling because i don't know how to handle it. sometimes. it's like i want everybody to like me, so like i try to please everybody which is so hard to do sometimes. oh be nice to everybody? lend your homework? help them do this and that. sometimes i do genuinely want to help. it just gets tiring sometimes. and i am nice, i kind of believe that. yeah but the same time im dealing with low self-esteem, and like my temper and my sensitivity-ness. it's so hard to handle these things at the same time.


who would want to listen to me criticizing myself anyways. i seriously have this whole negative mindset. you know i'd rather criticize myself then let others do it. because i seriously hate rejection.

some times people say im complicated. am i? i dont know. im asking you