Sunday, March 09, 2008 4:12 AM
he will not hurt me anymore. so what if
he dont like me, then that's his problem right? but it's so so hard to forget you know?
how would you feel?anyways i don't care anymore. i LOVED bible camp. it was ten times better than any bible camp. God really touched me. He healed that big wound in my heart. that wound which alot of ppl have hurt me, and i think i have hurt myself a whole lot too. devil tries to steal the joy from us, he tries to make us believe that God doesn;t care. but you know, God really cares. He's looking right out there for you. He takes care of you. i WAS a very very negative person before. i used to look down on myself because i was really afraid of rejection and i was trying to please everybody and it was so so tiring . and i kept telling myself im stupid and fat and stuff like that. and SOME people also say i am fat.
and i feel like my relationship with God is renewed and i have a bond with my family, my trc members. i love ya all
why does love always feel like a battlefield?
about yourself, like duh. :D
Sunday, March 09, 2008 4:12 AM
he will not hurt me anymore. so what if
he dont like me, then that's his problem right? but it's so so hard to forget you know?
how would you feel?anyways i don't care anymore. i LOVED bible camp. it was ten times better than any bible camp. God really touched me. He healed that big wound in my heart. that wound which alot of ppl have hurt me, and i think i have hurt myself a whole lot too. devil tries to steal the joy from us, he tries to make us believe that God doesn;t care. but you know, God really cares. He's looking right out there for you. He takes care of you. i WAS a very very negative person before. i used to look down on myself because i was really afraid of rejection and i was trying to please everybody and it was so so tiring . and i kept telling myself im stupid and fat and stuff like that. and SOME people also say i am fat.
and i feel like my relationship with God is renewed and i have a bond with my family, my trc members. i love ya all