today i played keyboard.

it started really badly, but it ended awesome.
started with i forgot my chords, forgot my paper, did not know how to play.

yesterday i had a very bad very bad day. i had a falling out with Mdm Pauline, i snapped back at Ko Hendro, and i was so so stressed.

And when i came home, i just locked myself in my room and cried, cried and cried. and i prayed and i just kept crying. i act so hyper but underneath that is a real person. sometimes, in church everyone thinks im artificially happy forever but i'm not. I'm probably most of them's shoulder to cry on, but when i need a shoulder to cry on, nobody cares.

except God. coz God cares for ME.

i prayed, i sang, i worshiped. and you know what. it

worked.

i felt so calm and joyful as if all my problems had ran away. of course i made up with mdm pauline and ko hendro.but on that day i specifically prayed for today, so that i would play with all my heart at church.

and God has a purpose for everything. When i forgot my papers, i had two choices. to panic or to PRAY. and you know what happened? it worked. too. coz its like i was getting better and better when i continuously played. I amazingly remembered the chords suddenly, it was truly amazing. And i owe it all to God. for God let me do this today, God let me glorify his name.

I really thank you Jesus. i LOVE YOU!!

• Do not doubt in the Lord for He will deliver you to greater heights that you never will expect.

this just shows how great is MY GOD.


GBU EVERYONE!

about yourself, like duh. :D

today i played keyboard.

it started really badly, but it ended awesome.
started with i forgot my chords, forgot my paper, did not know how to play.

yesterday i had a very bad very bad day. i had a falling out with Mdm Pauline, i snapped back at Ko Hendro, and i was so so stressed.

And when i came home, i just locked myself in my room and cried, cried and cried. and i prayed and i just kept crying. i act so hyper but underneath that is a real person. sometimes, in church everyone thinks im artificially happy forever but i'm not. I'm probably most of them's shoulder to cry on, but when i need a shoulder to cry on, nobody cares.

except God. coz God cares for ME.

i prayed, i sang, i worshiped. and you know what. it

worked.

i felt so calm and joyful as if all my problems had ran away. of course i made up with mdm pauline and ko hendro.but on that day i specifically prayed for today, so that i would play with all my heart at church.

and God has a purpose for everything. When i forgot my papers, i had two choices. to panic or to PRAY. and you know what happened? it worked. too. coz its like i was getting better and better when i continuously played. I amazingly remembered the chords suddenly, it was truly amazing. And i owe it all to God. for God let me do this today, God let me glorify his name.

I really thank you Jesus. i LOVE YOU!!

• Do not doubt in the Lord for He will deliver you to greater heights that you never will expect.

this just shows how great is MY GOD.


GBU EVERYONE!